Thursday, October 30, 2014

Orchestrating: To Be my Own Maestro

 
"Going back does not mean going backward. It could mean going forward".
 
It has been seems like forever since I've written anything at all.
 
Thats because it has...
 In fact, it has been over 3 years!  I had to go back and retrieve some things, straighten matters, round the out, put them into place.
 
So much has happen,mainly life kept getting in the weigh.
In fact, just going back through my blogd here, was I ever in for a rude awakening in some of my pictures!  But I was not ashamed...my first instincts was to hug her...me. To admire her ability to keep on going no matter what.
 
How fierce she... I was....am
She/I deserve better and now she is going to get all the luscious, juicy care and tendernessshe deserves thats in my power to share.
 
 
 I am set to glow orchestrating my life and well care.
 
 
My daughter wrote this about me back in May, several weeks after my almost 100 yr old mother passed away...
 
 
 
You are one of the toughest women I have ever had the pleasure to call Mom.  I remember you not letting me use words unless I knew what they meant.  I remember not being allowed to run the streets all hours...
I remember you saying you can be better then that...
Are you sure you want to do that/wear that/say that?
Your art molded my life & art.
Thank you for pusing me to my end & saying Go futher.

I love you for being Ms. Mooney to so many others...
Your pressure has built a million karat diamond
Smooches you Creole Diva" 2014 
 
 
 
 
I owe her that, my other children & 11 grandchildren and myself to now become the maestro...
 

 Moon in 2013
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Moon Early 2014
 




 
 
 
 
 
 
 
A short update to what is happening Oct, 30th,2014: 
 
I've started a new blog too, well actually two:
 
 
Standing in the Shadows (no more)
 
 
 
and

Seasoning..
 
I wil be writing on being "Extraordinarily Juicy, Fierce Seasoned with Lagniappe after 60"!
 
I'll be back shortly...
 
Jacquelyn